That's right.
5 more days until I run the 13.1 miles that I have been training for. By this time on Saturday night, I'll have 13 more miles on my shoes, a little more soreness in my body, and hopefully a beer in hand.
I waiver between confidence and fear. I have done this before so I know that I can physically do it. And despite the fact that I feel like I might not have trained as well as I could have, I know that I did 10 miles 2 weeks ago.
13 isn't that much more than 10....
But there is that sneaky little guy that sometimes lurks in the background of everything I do....he's dark and mysterious and always catches me when I am down. Self-doubt doesn't hide. It rears its head whenever I wish it would go far, far away.
I look up to so many runners in my life that do so much more than 13 miles. I KNOW that I can do this. If I can cheer them on, I can cheer myself on.
I can do this.
I can do this.
I can do this.
I will do this.
Showing posts with label team in training. Show all posts
Showing posts with label team in training. Show all posts
Monday, October 11, 2010
Monday, September 27, 2010
Team in Training - ONE DAY LEFT
That's right - read the title.
I have ONE DAY to complete my fundraising for my half marathon that is happening on October 16th. I am a tiny $94 dollars away from raising $1100 for the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society.
And it is honestly the ONLY reason I am still training for this thing. I admit it - I probably would have bailed by now if it weren't for the cause.
So help a girl out. Click this link or the banner to the right and donate a little bit. Think of the pleasure you'll get from helping find a cure (or just thinking of me work my butt off to complete 13.1 miles - whatever gets you up in the morning!).
I have ONE DAY to complete my fundraising for my half marathon that is happening on October 16th. I am a tiny $94 dollars away from raising $1100 for the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society.
And it is honestly the ONLY reason I am still training for this thing. I admit it - I probably would have bailed by now if it weren't for the cause.
So help a girl out. Click this link or the banner to the right and donate a little bit. Think of the pleasure you'll get from helping find a cure (or just thinking of me work my butt off to complete 13.1 miles - whatever gets you up in the morning!).
Running Just As Fast As I Can...
So there is still that little thing I am doing.
You know, that half marathon.
In comparison to my friends Katrina and Meggie, my half marathon is nothing. (To me, they are both super women - people that I truly idolize.) It is just the tiniest blip on a radar. But to me, it is ever-looming on my calendar and in my face. I don't like running. I especially don't like training runs. And yet, earlier this summer I decided that signing up for a half marathon was the perfect idea.
What was I thinking??
I was thinking it was good for me. (It really is.) I was thinking it was good for a cause. (It really is.)
It doesn't make running any type of distance any better. At least in my mind. And I totally get that I am hurting myself because running is 90% mental. But I still can't help but hate it.
I did 10 miles on Saturday. I did it and I finished it. And I am definitely more confident that I can do the half marathon on October 16th.
But that little voice is still in the back of my head. Maybe I'll get rid of it by the time the Mini rolls around next May!
You know, that half marathon.
In comparison to my friends Katrina and Meggie, my half marathon is nothing. (To me, they are both super women - people that I truly idolize.) It is just the tiniest blip on a radar. But to me, it is ever-looming on my calendar and in my face. I don't like running. I especially don't like training runs. And yet, earlier this summer I decided that signing up for a half marathon was the perfect idea.
What was I thinking??
I was thinking it was good for me. (It really is.) I was thinking it was good for a cause. (It really is.)
It doesn't make running any type of distance any better. At least in my mind. And I totally get that I am hurting myself because running is 90% mental. But I still can't help but hate it.
I did 10 miles on Saturday. I did it and I finished it. And I am definitely more confident that I can do the half marathon on October 16th.
But that little voice is still in the back of my head. Maybe I'll get rid of it by the time the Mini rolls around next May!
Sunday, June 27, 2010
It's All About the Energy
Energy.
It's something that I never thought a lot about. I mean, I've said "I have no energy" or "I feel energized," but I don't know if I have thought about it in different ways.
That changed a little bit this weekend. Saturday morning was when it all started. I did another group training run with Team in Training. I was really, really nervous about the run because it was the first true "long" run - 1 hour. I didn't necessarily know if I would be able to do it. I was okay with walking if I needed to, but I still didn't have tons of confidence. (A big problem - and a post for another day).
Upon arrive at the Leukemia and Lymphoma offices for the run, I ran into an old friend from DePauw. One of the first things in my head was the memory of how much great energy she always has. Just that great feeling that exudes off of her body - it's something that I wish I had. It inspired me to run hard on Saturday morning, and I felt thankful that I had run into her.
Sunday led to another great "energy" experience. An good friend was in the neighborhood and called me out of the blue for lunch. Excited, I hurried to meet her. One of the big things about Katrina is the new energy and calm that just pours out of her. She has made a lot of changes in her life (better diet, more exercise, different work load), but one of the biggest things that I attribute this new energy off of her is from a class that she took called "Breaking Through." I honestly don't know a lot about it, but I can tell you one thing - it has truly changed the way that Katrina looks at life.
Our other friend, Nicole, joined us at lunch and Katrina was very excited to ask us to take the class. Nicole is on her own journey right now, and she definitely is trying to break out of the norm. I am just ready to spread my wings and learn more about myself. Because of these things, Katrina was pretty sure that we needed to take this class. After some discussion, and a little trepidation, Nicole and I have signed up for the class. I am not sure how I feel about it (there was a part of the application that required me to verify I wasn't pregnant. What are we doing that pregnant women cannot do!?).
I'm looking forward to seeing what the class has to offer. If it provides me some new friendships, or even a clearer insight to my own needs, it is probably worth it. If I can have the type of energy that Katrina has, it would be a miracle. Nervously, I am worried about having to trust fall (clearly an issue, as I don't trust fall). I can't imagine a better friend to experience something like this with, so I am cautiously optimistic.
But you might want to tune in and see how I feel August 24th (the day before the class starts....).
It's something that I never thought a lot about. I mean, I've said "I have no energy" or "I feel energized," but I don't know if I have thought about it in different ways.
That changed a little bit this weekend. Saturday morning was when it all started. I did another group training run with Team in Training. I was really, really nervous about the run because it was the first true "long" run - 1 hour. I didn't necessarily know if I would be able to do it. I was okay with walking if I needed to, but I still didn't have tons of confidence. (A big problem - and a post for another day).
Upon arrive at the Leukemia and Lymphoma offices for the run, I ran into an old friend from DePauw. One of the first things in my head was the memory of how much great energy she always has. Just that great feeling that exudes off of her body - it's something that I wish I had. It inspired me to run hard on Saturday morning, and I felt thankful that I had run into her.
Sunday led to another great "energy" experience. An good friend was in the neighborhood and called me out of the blue for lunch. Excited, I hurried to meet her. One of the big things about Katrina is the new energy and calm that just pours out of her. She has made a lot of changes in her life (better diet, more exercise, different work load), but one of the biggest things that I attribute this new energy off of her is from a class that she took called "Breaking Through." I honestly don't know a lot about it, but I can tell you one thing - it has truly changed the way that Katrina looks at life.
Our other friend, Nicole, joined us at lunch and Katrina was very excited to ask us to take the class. Nicole is on her own journey right now, and she definitely is trying to break out of the norm. I am just ready to spread my wings and learn more about myself. Because of these things, Katrina was pretty sure that we needed to take this class. After some discussion, and a little trepidation, Nicole and I have signed up for the class. I am not sure how I feel about it (there was a part of the application that required me to verify I wasn't pregnant. What are we doing that pregnant women cannot do!?).
I'm looking forward to seeing what the class has to offer. If it provides me some new friendships, or even a clearer insight to my own needs, it is probably worth it. If I can have the type of energy that Katrina has, it would be a miracle. Nervously, I am worried about having to trust fall (clearly an issue, as I don't trust fall). I can't imagine a better friend to experience something like this with, so I am cautiously optimistic.
But you might want to tune in and see how I feel August 24th (the day before the class starts....).
Monday, June 21, 2010
Just Keep....Running
In the midst of all the packing and moving, I haven't forgotten about my other big project - training for the Indianapolis Half Marathon in October. To be really honest, there has been a day or two during the past week where I probably would have just given up the plan.
I tend to give things up easily when they relate directly to me. If it's for other people, for work, even for my dogs...I'll stick it out to the end. But things that are just for me, or to make me healthier/better/etc... - well, those sometimes fall by the wayside in order to accomplish the other goals.
But, this time there is a bigger driver behind my training for a half marathon. This time I am running to help raise money for The Leukemia and Lymphoma Society. Team in Training is already proving to be an amazing experience. I missed the group run on Saturday (due to the move), but I met with Ali at the LLS offices to talk fundraising. The whole organization is so friendly and helpful - they want you to succeed and fulfill both your monetary and personal goals. I also ran into another "team member" at the Running Company, and it was just so nice to recognize someone! I'm definitely meeting new people by doing this.
So why would I be at a point of giving up you ask? Well, two reasons. One - it's really easy for me to have excuses (usually the dogs) to not go running. That's a lot easier now with no one helping to share in the care for them. I feel bad leaving them even more to go run. I've gotten over that though. Today was their first day home "alone" in the new place, and they seem to have done great. (However, I am looking for a dog walker, so please send suggestions my way!)
The second reason is....the humidity! I have been trying to run after work, and that is not working. It is so warm by 5pm, and I have not been hydrating enough during the day. It makes for really terrible runs after work. So I am going to try a few new times over the next few days to see how things go.
I am really inspired by the team and by actually running for a cause. When I think about not going for a training run, I check out my donation page. I am 35% to my goal - so I would not only be letting the LLS down, but also all of these people that are supporting me!
So, despite everything and all my own negative thoughts, I keep running.
(And 35% isn't 100% - so take a moment to donate! It will make you feel really, really good and you get one of these adorable thank you cards! *Courtesy of Katie Q Designs*)
I tend to give things up easily when they relate directly to me. If it's for other people, for work, even for my dogs...I'll stick it out to the end. But things that are just for me, or to make me healthier/better/etc... - well, those sometimes fall by the wayside in order to accomplish the other goals.
But, this time there is a bigger driver behind my training for a half marathon. This time I am running to help raise money for The Leukemia and Lymphoma Society. Team in Training is already proving to be an amazing experience. I missed the group run on Saturday (due to the move), but I met with Ali at the LLS offices to talk fundraising. The whole organization is so friendly and helpful - they want you to succeed and fulfill both your monetary and personal goals. I also ran into another "team member" at the Running Company, and it was just so nice to recognize someone! I'm definitely meeting new people by doing this.
So why would I be at a point of giving up you ask? Well, two reasons. One - it's really easy for me to have excuses (usually the dogs) to not go running. That's a lot easier now with no one helping to share in the care for them. I feel bad leaving them even more to go run. I've gotten over that though. Today was their first day home "alone" in the new place, and they seem to have done great. (However, I am looking for a dog walker, so please send suggestions my way!)
The second reason is....the humidity! I have been trying to run after work, and that is not working. It is so warm by 5pm, and I have not been hydrating enough during the day. It makes for really terrible runs after work. So I am going to try a few new times over the next few days to see how things go.
I am really inspired by the team and by actually running for a cause. When I think about not going for a training run, I check out my donation page. I am 35% to my goal - so I would not only be letting the LLS down, but also all of these people that are supporting me!
So, despite everything and all my own negative thoughts, I keep running.
(And 35% isn't 100% - so take a moment to donate! It will make you feel really, really good and you get one of these adorable thank you cards! *Courtesy of Katie Q Designs*)
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Team in Training
Earlier I mentioned Team in Training. After the whole "cleansing my life" decision, it's the first thing that I decided to do that the "Old Liz" (OL) probably wouldn't have done.
As part of moving on, I knew that I needed to stay busy and try new things. It's been over a year since I did the Geist Half Marathon, and I loved the feeling of accomplishment that I had after completing it. But I did a walk/run combo, and I didn't exactly finish feeling great physically. So I never really thought about doing another half marathon.
In talking with a friend/co-worker, I was reinvigorated to start running again. Being totally self-absorbed here - I loved the way I looked when I was training! So why not start again? (Have to get back in the singles scene, right?) And I also mentioned that I possibly wanted to do some volunteering. Thank goodness for smart friends! She suggested joining The Leukemia and Lymphoma Society's Team in Training. A great conversation and a little research later, I was signed up to run the Indianapolis Half Marathon in October.
So far, it seems great. My goal is to raise $1500 is support of LLS, and actually run the whole race (not walk/run) this time. The LLS does a ton of work to support both my training goal and my fundraising goal. In order to help ensure you feel ready, they provide a coach, mentor, and team to train with.
My first group training run was Saturday. Here in town, it was approximately 80 degrees and 99% humidity by the time the 7am start rolled around. My thought? "I'm going to die." Well, I didn't! And I am truly excited about doing more and more running with the group. I think that they are going to be a great motivator for the whole training program.
So - there's the second part of the blog name. You, my faithful readers, will be following me through this running journey, as well as the exploration of single life. The best way to support this single girl is to laugh through the stories of hitting the new life. But the best way to support my running and the LLS? Contribute! Seriously, please consider donating to the LLS and my TNT goal. You can use this link, and continue to follow my training right here on the blog!
As part of moving on, I knew that I needed to stay busy and try new things. It's been over a year since I did the Geist Half Marathon, and I loved the feeling of accomplishment that I had after completing it. But I did a walk/run combo, and I didn't exactly finish feeling great physically. So I never really thought about doing another half marathon.
In talking with a friend/co-worker, I was reinvigorated to start running again. Being totally self-absorbed here - I loved the way I looked when I was training! So why not start again? (Have to get back in the singles scene, right?) And I also mentioned that I possibly wanted to do some volunteering. Thank goodness for smart friends! She suggested joining The Leukemia and Lymphoma Society's Team in Training. A great conversation and a little research later, I was signed up to run the Indianapolis Half Marathon in October.
So far, it seems great. My goal is to raise $1500 is support of LLS, and actually run the whole race (not walk/run) this time. The LLS does a ton of work to support both my training goal and my fundraising goal. In order to help ensure you feel ready, they provide a coach, mentor, and team to train with.
My first group training run was Saturday. Here in town, it was approximately 80 degrees and 99% humidity by the time the 7am start rolled around. My thought? "I'm going to die." Well, I didn't! And I am truly excited about doing more and more running with the group. I think that they are going to be a great motivator for the whole training program.
So - there's the second part of the blog name. You, my faithful readers, will be following me through this running journey, as well as the exploration of single life. The best way to support this single girl is to laugh through the stories of hitting the new life. But the best way to support my running and the LLS? Contribute! Seriously, please consider donating to the LLS and my TNT goal. You can use this link, and continue to follow my training right here on the blog!
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